/presentation
july 2023
An illustrated presentation of personal fears
Role: designer, illustrator
the cover
/project_story
I started this project because I wanted to express something that I didn't want to explain with words.The result was a visual presentation with no text, only titles, and it was made entirely of hand-drawn frames.
Each slide reflects a fear that I have experienced: the fear of exposure, of burning out, of rejection, of never being enough. However, it's not a list of phobias. It's just something I want to and can overcome
/process
1. Mapping personal fears
I started this project when I decided to begin sharing my design work publicly on social media. However, as soon as I considered the idea of being visible, I was flooded with doubts. So I started writing down my real fears. Then I loosely categorised them into two groups: external fears relating to self-presentation and internal fears concerning creative identity and self-worth. I wrote myself mini-reminders for each fear, things that could help me overcome them
screenshot from Notion
2. Structure in Figma
Then, in Figma, I created a flow for the presentation, assigning a slide to each fear and adding titles
3. Style development in Procreate
I work with a variety of illustration styles, so I had to find something that would convey the mood without detracting from it. I settled on a minimal, softly-edged style, reminiscent of a child's picture book, but with an air of quiet heaviness, muted tones, simple compositions and stillness. Once the style had been chosen, I created each slide in Procreate, focusing entirely on emotion, silence, and internal pressure
screenshots of the canvas in Procreate and speedpaint
4. Final touches
I simply copied the layers from Procreate and pasted them into Figma. Then I chose a font that conveyed the mood well, complementing the illustrations nicely without drawing too much attention to itself. I blurred it to create a backlight effect. The presentation was ready
screenshot from Figma
/reflection
This wasn’t a design exercise, but it was a personal release. While I didn’t care about achieving a polished look, I did care about being honest. And I like the result, even if it's not perfect
/next?